Whatever happens, will happen.

It’s quite difficult to stay grounded and conscious within the post modern world. It can feel like a drag going about the day to day. Going to work, sitting in traffic, coming home exhausted with no energy to create or meditate, buying food that SAYS organic, but isn’t actually fully organic, all these things build up, and it has led me to feel very annoyed with living in the city. I have done a lot to try and keep myself healthy and conscious, but I do fall short quite a bit unfortunately. I am finding it harder and harder to stay grounded within the city. I am finding it more challenging to navigate the dystopia as someone who’s trying to keep a positive attitude in an environment where everything is toxic and draining. I find myself at a cross roads as a young man with little funds but a desire for change. I find myself in the unknown, with no knowledge on what’s to come for me in this life. With that being said, I feel like there is clarity in the unknown. I feel like NOT knowing what’s to come, and having no fear about what’s to come, can bring clarity. When you don’t know what’s to come with your life, and you allow yourself to not feel stressed out about what could or could not come, you allow God and the universe to make the proper adjustments accordingly, with this knowing, I find peace in the present moment. At the end of the day, I know that wherever I may end up in this life, I can be grateful knowing that I at least put my best foot forward and did everything I could to be a positive influence towards others. I can rest assured knowing that even during the trials and tribulations, I still continue to climb the mountain of life. I turn 25 years old on June 2nd, and it’s actually insane to think that I’ll be 30 years old soon, I still feel like the young me who was just itching to get out there in the world, ready to experience life and all of it’s beauty. I have been through quite a bit in my life, most of which was self inflicted due to my impulsive tendencies, but I still manage to push through the tough times I still face today, and I still manage to keep a positive attitude while doing so. Though I still struggle with poverty even with years of hard work I’ve put into work and a career, I can say for certain, that my mind is sharp, my body is strong, my heart is happy, and my cup is filled. Money, items, etc. it really doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things, and I really don’t crave the material items of the world, I crave FREEDOM. Freedom and sovereignty is what I want in this life, and that is something that I have to achieve. Unfortunately due to me craving freedom, I have ultimately put myself in a position in life that isn’t very stable, but im so grateful that I had the courage to do things that felt uncomfortable. Sovereignty is something that we as humans deserve, and it is something we should strive for no matter what. I don’t care if I die rich, I don’t care if I die poor, I care if I die a free man. Money can’t buy freedom, cause freedom is truly from within the mind. You can have all the money in the world, and still be a slave, and you can be poor, but be the most free human alive. As the world gets a little more crazy, I pray I can continue to keep a sound sharp mind through it all, and I pray all of you do the same. I don’t know what’s to come with the world, I don’t know what’s to come with my life, but we as a collective will continue to shine knowing God is by our side always. I’m going camping here very soon for my birthday, and plan to really connect with nature as I’ve been so locked in on my content that I’ve become a bit ungrounded. It’ll be good for me to disconnect from society for a bit. I don’t expect Good things to come, I don’t expect bad things to come, I simply expect to be aligned with a reality that will give me a breath of fresh air, as I’ve been craving rest for a long time now. Life is what we make it, so choose to make it beautiful, even when things are a bit rough, life is always beautiful. 

I am truly grateful for all of the love and support within the last 6 months, I do what I do for the passion of truth, art, and because I love all of you. I pray that I can come back from this excursion with a more sharp and sound mind, so I can keep delivering some positive truth to you beautiful people. 

Take care friends👁️